Oh yes, it does sound filmy. Because I didn't want to leave anything important from the story. In an attempt to concise my approx 11 year journey with him, it became sort of filmy. :D
The best thing about pain is that it comes in bits and pieces. Life is pushing us all towards the truth. Pain helps to see the illusion. It was for the best.
Life knows what it is doing. I am at his will. Whatever it is, whatever it will be, whatever was - I accept it humbly.
Thank you so much for your blessing, dear Darshak. It always means a lot. :)